Sampai Syurga ~ Faizal Tahir

Kenape ye, mls sgt nk update blog ni, dr terus d biarkan berabuk saje nk pos lg ni. suke lagu ni :) 

Ku membenarkan jiwaku
Untuk mencintaimu
Ku persembahkan hidupku
Untuk bersama kamu

Dan diriku untuk kamu
Belum pernah kumerasai begitu

Semua itu telah berlalu
Harapanku palsu
Dan mungkin hari yang satu
Terus ku tertunggu

Di hatiku masih kamu
Belum pernah ku ingin terus memburu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu

Namun aku tetap aku
Yang terbaik untuk diriku
Hanya satu
Hanya kamu

Ku membiarkan hatiku
Untuk merinduimu
Ku menghamparkan sakitku
Untuk tatapan kamu

Bersamamu harapanku
Hilang dalam terang yang membutakanku

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu

Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cintamu
Hanya kamu

Dan segala yang ku ada
Ku berikan semua
Untuk dirimu saja

Ku mahu dirimu
Bahagia untuk selamanya
Biar sampai syurga
Aku menunggu cinta darimu
Agar ku sempurna

Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu
Namun aku tetap aku
Yang terbaik tuk diriku

Hanya satu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu

Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cintamu
Hanya kamu

Kami berjalan2 di malam hari di sekitar KL

last wknd, sy tidak mghabiskn bnyk masa kt lua sbab wkdays nya tlah d maximisekan uk berada d luar, sgt penat rasanya, so wkend yg lepas sy nk duduk rumah n berehat2 saja, hanya keluar utk mndapatkn keperluan shj :) sbnrnya reason lain adlh sbab mau jmpa visiting prof. n supervisors isninnye pulak. heeeee, jadinye rase mls nk kua n mau ready la kunun jugak. hahhaa, nk update blog pn mls masa tu. hehe, tetibe ahad malam klua pulak. adik mmg dr siang lg telah ajak jln2, tp pikir ahad balik dr cuti skolah, sgt jem, sy lg mls utk kemana2, tp bila tgh sembg2 n decide nk klua, sy jd kesian ngn dia, jadinye sy, adik n k.ltfah g jejalan d mlm hari. hahahaha. seronok jugak jejalan memalam konon cm tourist pulak. ambik gmbr merata2 kl. ye, sgt seronokkk :) mmg boley release stress jugak. 

kalo gmb d ambil bertiga, mksudnye kami memerlukan khidmat sebarang objek d sekeliling utk mnjadi phtgrapher kami. hehehe, tong smph pun boley jd jugak. cm the next photo ni, tgh meng'adjust' utk ambik gmb be3. pastu lari slow2 g pose :)

muke seyes tgh nk betolkn posisi camera :) 

kami yg suke pose kt mane2 je. 

candid pic, tp smpt mengangkat kening sgala :)

my ex-student

result utk UPU dh kelua, actually aku xla ambik kisah sgt psl bnda ni, tp sebab ade beberapa student yg pnh aku ajar dlu sms, ckp dorg dpt kt mane n course ape, n dorg jugak say thanx :) sama2 my dear student, sume itu xde pape pun, mmg suda mnjadi tggungjawab. hehe, smpat la aku memberi nasihat, buatla yg terbaik walau dpt course ape skalipun. InsyaAllah, sumenye akn OK n baik2 saje, y ptg buat yg terbaik n focus la pd apa yg bakal d tempuhi nnt. 

hehehe, maka terigtla aku d saat aku dpt keputusan utk UPU ini jugak beberapa tahun yg lepas, aku pu kurg gembira dgn apa yg aku pilih ni, tp sekarang aku sgt bersyukur dgn apa yg aku ada sekarang, betul la kata org, bagaimana ia bermula tidaklah sepenting bagaimana ia berakhir, tapi yg pastinya aku masih belum berakhir lagi, masih d pertengahan gitu. heeee :) walau apapun aku sgt bersyukur, alhamdulillah.

hmm.. aku doakan sume my ex-student akn berjaya dlm apa jua bidang yg dorg bakal tempuhi nnt :) al da best.

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah .........

jz back from dance class, mlm ni instructor kasi dance utk lagu lady gaga ni. aduhaiii, efeknya lagu ni dh terngiang2 smp sekarang, xboley nk stop dlm kepala minda ni... duk ulang2 lagu ni je la keje nye d kepala.. dance movement sgt dasyattt. uhuhu, mcm iase, sy mmg kelam kabut je nk ikut yg laju sgt ni. hahhaha, sume org lebih kurang aje jugak ;p 

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah 
Roma, Roma-ma 
GaGa, ooh la la 
Want your bad romance 
I want your ugly, I want your disease 
I want your everything as long as it's free 
I want your love, love, love, love 
I want your love 
I want your drama, the touch of your hand 
I want your leather studded kiss in the sand 
I want your love, love, love, love 
I want your love 
...

...

...

...

kna cepat2 gntikan lagu ni dari terus bermain kt kpla, pening dah duk ra ra rah. hik :)

hari ni sy ke sana lagi

hari ni sy ke sana lg, hmmmm.. ke sana means PPUM.. sy dtg semula lpas 10mgu dr yg terakhir appt sy dgn Dr,  kali ni sy ditemani adik since dia mmg ade kt cni, so mtk dia temankan je. sbnarnye sy suda redha dgn apa sekalipun, xlarat lg memikir & jugak redha dgn setiap kali lengan ini d ambik darah oleh cik nurse.. uhhhh, wpun sy sgt xsuke, tp sy suda pn redha, xkisah la ape2 kerana sy suda yakin yg setiap apa yg berlaku itu ada hikmahnya.. "sy suka perasaan ini, sedikit sebanyak kekuatan minda telah berjaya menguasai diri, alamdulillah"

hari ini pastinya kna ambik lg ujian darah, n ade jugak lg kna anta sample darah ke tpt lain since ujian tersebut xbuat kt PPUM, hmm, esok insyaAllah aku ke sana, kalo x pun, lusa mungkin. walau apepun, aku akn terus berdoa, smg sumenye xkn ade ape2. InsyaAllah.

ape yg boleh kta lakukan sekarang hanya berdoa, redha dan bersyukur atas setiap perkara yg kita lalui, sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui di atas setiap apa yg terjadi kpd kita.

sy sgt jatuh hati padanya

yeayyy!!! arini shopping 1 hari, sgtttt penat ok! tp sgt bes jugak. 

ape yg paling membuat hatiku teringt ni.. ohhh, sy suda jatuh cinta pd 1 kasut ini. sgt cantik n menarik hatiku. hmmm, ni gara2 tgh tggu adk pilih kaut so mataku meliar mencari sasaran yg seterusnya, waduhhh sgguh mata ini mmg salu blebihan taw.. seyesly aku jatuh cinta pada ini benda..

uhuuuu, cntik sgttt :) 

sgt tggi kan., kalo pkai ni mmg kttgianku akn jd almost 180cm. 

wedding lagiiiii :)

hjg mggu dtg lg, dan spt biasa, wedding lagiii. heeee. kali ni wedding adik kpd kwn rapat sy, dyg hasmah. nasib baik kali ni kat kl je, xlarat m.cik nk bjalan jauh2 dah. penat teramatttt. hehehe..

kalo pg wedding wajib la nk ambik gmbr dgn pengantin kan. hehhee, d smpg tu mst nk ambik gmb yg menggedik je.

hehehe, kami yg saje2 nk gedik2 n syok sndiri ambik gmbr

kami dgn kedua-dua pengantin :)

hati yg risau :(

ohh, sy xmau itu sume itu benar2 blaku, hati sy sgt risau, Ya Allah, jauhkan la semua yg seperti itu dari diriku dan semua yang aku sayangi, sesungguhnya aku sgt xmampu utk menerima semua tu. 


hmm.. ada bnyk kerisauan dlm hati, Ya Allah semoga setiap yg aku lakukan adalah dari petunjuk dari Mu Ya Allah. Amin.

cuti ke???

akhirnye, kna n terpaksa jugak kasi powerpoint n simulation result yg xseberapa tu. hmm.. seminggu tggu xkelua2 lagi, Ya Allah, xtau nk ckp ape, rasa sgt bersalah dgn kedua2 spvsor. :( xdpt buat ape yg dorang nak, dh berusaha sedaya upaya, tp...


mggu depan mau cuti, tp setelah d belek2 semula jadual utk nextwk, ni la akhirnye;
isn & rabu: mandarin clas
rabu pg: appt ngn hosp
khmis, 9-12 pm : tutorial class
khmis mlm: dance class


haihhhh.. sedey gile bile congak balik jadual ni.baru berangan utk cuti penuh seminggu, ni dh mcm xde cuti pun :(


xpela, bersyukur la, atleast boley la berehat ckit berbanding dgn beberapa mggu yg dh dilalui dn sgt perit getir sblum ni. kena la bersyukur walau apa sekalipun :)


p/s: brg dr amazon dh smpai, yeayyyyy, esk mau pigi ambil and gayakan sume yg baru2. hihi. sgt besttt

..santai n rilex ckit :)

mlm ni rasa lebey santai ckit.. no programming at all. huhhh, xtgk da language yg bikin kepala ku pusing seketika.. start reading the secret again.. x abis2 lagi bace. huhu, sedari dulu lg, aku ngaku, kalo pasal baca buku ape skalipun aku mmg slowwwwwwww sgt. kalo org lain baca novel tu xsmpai sehari, bile dpt kat aku, aku baca 3 hari. hahaha, mmg sgt teruk, pdhal bacaan nya sama je tau, mmg xde bakat dlm kelajuan membaca.. tpksa la di akui :(

hmm.. mlm ni mmg xde bnda yg nk d stress kn sbab xdpt lg result smulation, so mmg aku xmau dh tgk dlu bnda tu sume.. sbab dr mlm td n seharian td aku dh jatuh sakit, flat gile cm nk tmuntah segala, so mlm ni aku mau santai2 saje.. 

hehe, smpat tgk cite 'noktah erna' kt tv 3 slot samarinda. sy dr dulu mmg suke tgk rita rudaini. dia cantik sgt bg sy. heeee :) tp lpas dia kawen, dh lame xnmpk muke dia kt tv. bg sy dia mmg sgt cntik, perfect je nmpk muka dia. kalo celebriti wanita, dia slh sorg yg cntik sgttt bg sy, hehehe, dlu mase kecik2 lagi, slalu nk jadi cntik cm dia. hihihi. lwk je kann. hmm  lagi yg cntik, camelia.. wow, dia mmg cntik sgt :) nasha n erra fazira pun bg sy sgt cntik..hehehe, walau cane pun, sume org mmg ade kecantikan tersendiri, n penilaian kecantikan itu terlalu subjektif. yg palin penting kita kna bersyuku dgn kecantikan yg kite ade :)

cantikkan rita ni :)

Jadual utk majlis convocation UM 2010

Waahhhh, schedule convocation tahun ni dh kelua. yeayyyyy, nasib baik kena on tuesday. neves gak tggu ni, since my family balik sarawak on 4th morning. eee, seram je takut kna on 4th tu, kelam kabut aii kalo kena aritu. so dh ok yg ini. hehehehe, jz tggu hari nya saje. yg kna highlight ngnyellow n red color tu is my session. heeee :)



full information ttg UM convocation 2010, klik sini ye :)


Convocation Sessions

FIRST SESSION - MONDAY, 2 AUGUST 2010 : MORNING
Conferment for:

(1) Emeritus Professor
(2) Doctor of Philosophy
(3) Doctor of Medicine
(4) Royal Education Award

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SECOND SESSION - TUESDAY, 3 AUGUST 2010 : MORNING

Conferment for - Masters degrees:
Institute of Graduate Studies 
Academy of Islamic Studies
- Master of Islamic Studies
- Master of Syariah
- Master of Usuluddin

Faculty of Education
- Master of Counseling
- Master of Education
- Master of Early Childhood Education
- Master of Mathematics Education with Information Communication & Technology
- Master of Science Education with Information Communication & Technology
- Master of Educational Management
- Master of Instructional Technology

Faculty of Dentistry
- Master of Public Health (Oral Health)
- Master of Orthodontics
- Master of Dental Surgery (Oral Implantology)
- Master of Dental Surgery (Prosthetics Dentistry)
- Master of Dental Surgery (Periodontology)
- Master of Clinical Dentistry (Child Dental Health)
- Master of Clinical Dentistry (Oral and Maxillofacial Surgery)
- Master of Clinical Dentistry (Restorative Dentistry in Prosthetics Dentistry)
- Master of Clinical Dentistry (Oral Pathology and Oral Medicine)
- Master of Dental Science
- Master of Science (Dental Public Health)

Faculty of Science
- Master of Biotechnology
- Master of Science
- Master of Science (Philosophy of Science and Science & Technology Policy Studies)
- Master of Science (Applied Physics)
- Master of Science (Petroleum Geology)
- Master of Science (Analytical Chemistry and Instrumental Analysis)
- Master of Science (Statistics)
- Master of Technology (Environmental Management)

Faculty of Arts and Social Sciences
- Master of Publishing Studies
- Master of Strategic & Defence Studies
- Master of Arts
- Master of Arts (English Literature)
- Master of Arts (Civilization Studies)
- Master of Arts (Southeast Asian History)
- Master of Arts (Malaysian History)

Faculty of Law
- Master of Criminal Justice
- Master of Laws

Cultural Centre
- Master of Art (Performing Arts)
- Master of Art (Visual Arts)

Institute of Principalship Studies
- Master of Principalship

Faculty of Built Environment
- Master of Real Estate
- Master of Science (Building)

Faculty of Economics and Administration
- Master of Economics
- Master of Public Administration
- Master of Applied Statistics

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THIRD SESSION - TUESDAY, 3 AUGUST 2010 : AFTERNOON

Conferment for - Masters degrees:


Academy of Malay Studies
- Master of Malay Studies

Faculty of Languages and Linguistics
- Master of English as a Second Language
- Master of Linguistics
- Master of Modern Language Studies

Faculty of Engineering
- Master of Engineering
- Master of Engineering (Safety, Health and Environment)
- Master of Engineering Science

Faculty of Business and Accountancy
- Master of Management
Master of Business Administration

Faculty of Medicine
- Master of Anesthesiology
- Master of Medical Physics
- Master of Public Health
- Master of Public Health (Epidemiology)
- Master of Public Health (Family Health)
- Master of Public Health (Occupational Health)
- Master of Public Health (Health Services Management)
- Master of Obstetrics & Gynecology
- Master of Ophthalmology
- Master of Clinical Oncology
- Master of Otorhinolaryngology - Head & Neck Surgery
- Master of Pathology
- Master of Pediatrics
- Master of Internal Medicine
- Master of Emergency Medicine
- Master of Family Medicine
- Master of Rehabilitation Medicine
- Master of Psychological Medicine
- Master or Radiology
- Master of Nursing Science
- Master of Medical Science
- Master of Medical Science in Public Health
- Master of Medical Science in Clinical Pathology
- Master of Medical Science in Clinical Pathology (Hematology)
- Master of Medical Science in Cilincal Pathology (Histopathology)
- Master of Surgery- Master of Orthopedic Surgery

Faculty of Computer Science and Information Technology
- Master of Software Engineering
- Master of Computer Science
- Master of Library & Information Science
- Master of Information Technology

International Institute of Public Policy & Management
- Master of Public Policy

Asia-Europe Institute
- International Masters in Regional Integration
- International Masters in ASEAN Studies
- International Masters in Information Management
- International Masters in Small and Medium Enterprises

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FOURTH SESSION - WEDNESDAY, 4 AUGUST 2010 : MORNING

Conferment for Bachelor Degrees:

Faculty of Economics and Administration
- Bachelor of Economics

Faculty of Arts and Social Sciences
- Bachelor of Arts
- Diploma in Strategic And Defence Studies

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FIFTH SESSION – WEDNESDAY, 4 AUGUST 2010 : AFTERNOON

Faculty of Science
- Bachelor of Science

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SIXTH SESSION - THURSDAY, 5 AUGUST 2010 : MORNING

Faculty of Dentistry
- Bachelor of Dental Surgery

Faculty of Law
- Bachelor of Jurisprudence
- Bachelor of Jurisprudence (External)
- Bachelor of Laws

Faculty of Education
- Bachelor of Counseling
- Bachelor of Early Childhood Education
- Bachelor of Education (Teaching of English as a Second Language)
- Bachelor of Education (Teaching of English as a Second Language) Primary
Education
- Bachelor of Education (Educational Management)
- Diploma of Education

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SEVENTH SESSION – THURSDAY, 5 AUGUST 2010 : AFTERNOON

Faculty of Languages & Linguistics
- Bachelor of Languages And Linguistics

Faculty of Business and Accountancy
- Bachelor of Business Administration
- Bachelor of Accounting

Faculty of Computer Science and Information Technology
- Bachelor of Computer Science
- Bachelor of Information Technology

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EIGHTH SESSION – FRIDAY, 6 AUGUST 2010 : MORNING

Faculty of Medicine
- Bachelor of Pharmacy
- Bachelor of Medicine and Bachelor of Surgery
- Bachelor of Biomedical Science
- Bachelor of Nursing Science

Faculty of Science
- Bachelor of Science with Education

Cultural Centre
- Bachelor of Performing Arts (Drama)
- Bachelor of Performing Arts (Music)
- Bachelor of Performing Arts (Dance)

Sports Centre
- Bachelor of Sports Science

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NINTH SESSION - SATURDAY, 7 AUGUST 2010 : MORNING

Academy of Islamic Studies
- Bachelor of Islamic Education
- Bachelor of Applied Science with Islamic Studies
- Bachelor of Syariah
- Bachelor of Usuluddin

Faculty of Built Environment
- Bachelor of Estate Management
- Bachelor of Science Architecture
- Bachelor of Architecture
- Bachelor of Quantity Surveying
- Bachelor of Building Surveying

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TENTH SESSION – SATURDAY, 7 AUGUST 2010 : AFTERNOON

Academy of Malay Studies
- Bachelor of Malay Studies

Faculty of Engineering
- Bachelor of Engineering (Environmental)
- Bachelor of Engineering (Civil)
- Bachelor of Engineering (Materials)
- Bachelor of Biomedical Engineering
- Bachelor of Engineering (Electrical)
- Bachelor of Engineering (Chemical)
- Bachelor of Engineering (Mechanical)
- Bachelor of Engineering (Manufacturing)
- Bachelor of Engineering (Computer Aided Design And Manufacture)
- Bachelor of Engineering (Telecommunication)

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sgttt penat

slpas beberapa hari sgt focus dgn mslh yg dilalui (mmg sgt keje keras ni, stp masa duk igt n pikir ttg programming n algorithm saja. hmmm.. sume ni sebab kekangan masa jugak). sume dtg serentak, akhirnye arini mmg betol2 flat da.. xlarat utk bangun, sgt pening, kalo bgun rasa nk muntah time tu jugak. 

walau camane skalipun, harus utk pg UM since ade lg simulation yg nk kna tgk resultnye camane, xsettle lg sebenarnye :( sgt risau ni..xtau la berbaloi ke x ape yg d buat ni, hpfully result dr simulation tu xkn kua yg pelik2.. risau sgt.. hmmm. bila smp lab, result xkelua lg pn.. kna tggu esk lagi.. singkatnya masa. aku hanya mampu berdoa smg apabila resultnya kelua, aku boley dpt spt apa yg aku nk.. lepas tu barula aku betol2 lega. mmg sgt tedesak da ni, xtau nk ckp pe da. huhhh :(

aku masih berharap utk esk lg, smg esok akn ada khabar gembira buatku, dan jugak aku berdoa spy aku x jatuh sakit lagi.. sebab aku ada bnyk bnda yg kna uruskan. aku mahu terus sihat dan ceria selalu :)

alhamdulillah, satu suda ok :)

alhamdulillah, betapa diriku sgt bersyukur padaMu ya Allah.. 1 component programming sy sudah pun berjaya. dis is the hard time for me, terasa seluruh n setiap detik masa adalah d curahkn utk memikirkan programming ni, xtau nk ckp betapa pentingnya programming ni berjaya bg diriku. 

Ya Allah, bersyukur sgt. ape yg sy harapkn slpas ni, dia akn converge pd certain value, kalo x, ssh jugak.. hmmm, sumenye kite berdoa spy sentiasa d permudah kan. Ya Allah, syukur ku kehadratMu, kerana dipermudahkan urusan ku ini.

segala puji dan syukur hanya untuk Mu Ya Allah :)

pls..pls..

life seems so hard now. 

i'm stuck in the middle.. 

pls, pls, i need cuddle.. 

i wanna cry,, lend me a shoulder pls. 

mummy, come here n give me warmth hugs pls..

i wanna stop 4 a while,, so that i can take a deep breath and start it all over again..

it's too much lies already.. 

i jz can't take it anymore

hmm.. it's too fast

yeayy, dh tuka background  baru. sgt cepat skali la, may suda pun berakhir.jun dh skrg. hmmm.. ade bnyk yg suda berakhir jugak :( but, i'm gonna start my new life, with positive thoughts. let bygone be bygone.. 

arini suda anta application utk phd. aihhh, tetibe rase neves sgt masa anta application tu. kpala masih lg ligat plan for the next 3 years.. how life 'd be? tp kite hanya merancang kn, Allah yg menetukan sumenye :) 

hihih. apepun, sy berdoa evthg akn OK, n dpt surat tawaran secepat mungkin. InsyaAllah. smlm dh anta aplication n sume document kt BSM, n arini dh dapat kan surat kellusan n ade borang lagi nk kna isi. uhuhu.. bnyk pulakkn nk kna isi sume ni. tp alhamdulillah, evthg seems ok so far.jz it needs few procedure, i hope it won't take too much time for al dat kind of things. 

heheh, next 2 wks, my sister dtg cni. seronokkkkkk. akn memanfaatkan masa dgn sebaikye. 

p/s: bes jugak layan red fm memalam ni, love songs dia mmg best. heeee :)