~smile~ 2010 is coming

::smile:: it was a great day 2day. ehehe. i'm spending my pleasure time with my fren wida. heheh sesaje ambik cuti n menyumbangkn suara.. yea, it's already 31st dec, end of 2009. only few hours, then 2010 'l come. "welcoming 2010". new year, then new wish... wht is my resolution for 2010?? lots of things in my mind, it's al bout my study, personal, work and vitally ::it's all about my life:: too many to write here *wink* Papepun, same cm org lain, aku nk jadi insan yg lebih baik n bagus dari dulu.

but for 2010, my priority is bout my phd. hopefully sume akn bjln as my plan. InsyaAllah. new year,mksudnye usia btmbh jugak,haihh.. smakin tua la jawab nye, nobody can stop an addition to our age right? whtever it is... jz bear in our mind "usia bertambh=pglmn makin btmbh n jd insan yg lebih baik"

hopefully dis coming 2010, 'l be a great year 4 me. i want 2 focus on the significant things in my life. left behind sume bnda yg x pnting n menyesakkn pemikiran.. be +ve and optimis al da time. too many things in my mind, yea.. again, focus on the significant thing.. dh, xpyh pikir bnyk sgt, evthg 'l be alrite dear, don't worry too much.

Ya Allah, aku bermohon semoga segala yang aku lakukan dipermudahkan oleh Mu, syukur alhamdulillah atas segala nikmat yang telah Engkau berikan. Amin

::Robust::M-estimation::Robust::

waaa, it's only less than two months left, huh, terngiang2 lagi conversation ngn my supervisor. at 1st we are discussing bout the paper to be submitted. done with al dat things, the new topic started:

spvsor: siti, nnt prof. jamalamadaka akn jd visisting prof kt ISM
::duh, dh neves da..apela agaknye nk kna buat ni::

me: oh ye Dr? yg tulis buku yg salu kte gune tu ye?? ::soklan yg xtually mmg dh tau apa jwpnnya::

spvsor: ye. so kite akn buat short seminar n i nk u present jugak nnt ::waduhhh, apa kah ini??tp buat cool je kt depan Dr::

me: sy kna present Dr? boleh2, xde masalah. ::haha, mmg blagak je cool n cnfident level tggi, pdhal dlm hati xtau nk ckp::

spvsor: so, i nk u buat psl robust untuk functional, ade lbih kurang 2 bulan to prepare, rasanya cukup kan.

me: --dengan cnfident nye-- boleh Dr, cukup je.
::haihhh, mmg kecut trus igtkn sume tu::

dgn ini, aku harus mendeclarekan yg aku mst menamatkan episode santai2 selepas aku submit my thesis aritu, dh hmpir 2 bln aku memanjakan diriku.so sekarang mayb dh tiba masanya aku kembali ke dunia ku yg sebenar ::jgn xsedar diri ye::

n,i promised to myself dat i'l do my best for this. yea, sudah semestinya.

Ya Allah, semoga semuanya akan dpermudahkan dan syukur alhamdulillah di atas segala nikmat serta kemudahan yg tlah diberikan kepadaku dan org d sekelilingku.

All U Can

do all the good u can
by all the means u can
in all the ways u can
in all the places u can
at all the times u can
to all the people u can
as long as ever u can

~John Wesley~

*love* rindu kamu semua *love*

mummy,i miss u, soooo much. realy need ur hugs, whenever i feel downs, ur hugs seems to be a gud cure. my, mek rindu. papai (nama mnja untuk my dad), sihat2 ka papai d rumah sana? haha.. papai (macam cartoon pulak=popeye, but believe me, dis is the way to cal him if i need his favor.it's work ok. hahaha, lgpun my dad sporting orgnya wpun x ckp bnyk, jz let my mum babbling, dia dgr je..mmg jd 1 tugas seorg ibu utk membebel kpd ank2nye,kalo x kte sume xtau kan.. tk it +vely *wink* huhhh, hw i really miss my wonderfull time at my hometown, sedey mcm nk nanges dh) rndu sgt2 suasana rumah, haihhh adik2 ku sume..apa kaba?? sihat ka suma org d cuti2 skolah ni, cha rndu ktk semo... yak naq, yak ra, ijan, yak su n yak iey.. n my elder brother.. cal him aban (pelik jugak, supposed abg, tp masa kecik2 pelat pggil aban hilang 'g' n kekal smp skrg pulak.. haha, no abg.. evrybody cal him aban then) waa miss al of them ~mummy, papai, aban, yak naq, yak ra, ijan, yak su n yak iey~ smg mereka sume sihat2 n sentiasa dalam lindungan Allah s.w.t. Amin.

bila rinduku dtg, aku ingin sekali bisa terbang. aku mau terbang pulang ke sarawak. utk hilangkn rnduku pada semua. tp itulah namanya sebuah pengorbanan. mummy n apak, doakn mek slalu. bia adeq dpt suma apa yg adeq nk. mek sayang semua, salu rndu n igt semua org kt cnun. my, wait ya, i'l be back on feb. hehe, ade few months lg. kjap je lagik, sabar ye ;)

aku jugak rndu dia, hope he jz fine walau kt mane je berada. dia bz sgtla. dis song is for u dear;) ::blushing::

"Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you"

dear, cepat2 balik ye, miss u already;)

mummy, apak, aban, yak naq, yak ra, ijan, yak su n yak iey~ mek rndu n syg semuanya.

*love* rindu kamu semua *love*

She's home:)

alhamdulillah, finally i'm done with my FRGS budget, gantt chart n milestone. huh, never do this before, hopefully evthg jz fine. xde pape probs lg dh.hehe..

i'm sooooo xcted,heyy, she's here. she's mine. it's my new sewing machine. jz arrived home 2nite, but can't focus on her since i've to finish al things related to FRGS application:( huh,jg risau, akn ku meng'explore' sumenye esk,luse n hari2 yg seterusnye. wahhhh, sgt2 xsabar. ta daaaa,ini dia...



already order about 1 wk b4, but it jz arrived 2nite after cal the pak cik for few times.. haihhh, ssh betol je nk anta, sabo je la. but it's ok.. xpyh pkir cz it's already here, with me. ahaa:)

so,lpas ni sume baju akn d design oleh dr sendr. hehe, tggu aje ye cane jadinye'*wink*


Sabar ye cik mesin jahit, cik puan ni masih bz lg, xsmpat nk godek2 kamu. kamu duk diam2 aje kt tepi. smpai mase, berjasala kamu pd cik puanmu yg manis ni. (adehh, terlebey sudaa) hehehe:)

Cinta Terakhir

dis song agak menyentuh perasaan, what 2 do if something bad happen in the middle of our relationship.4sure it's really hurt, pain n al kind of feeling, sume tercampur2 dh. by dat time, jz think +vely n keep in our mind dat 'everything happen for the reason' Mayb we think dis is better,but Allah always know the best for us. Kna salu igat yg Allah xkn uji hambaNya kalo dia tahu kita tak mampu utk menanggungnya.

hayatila lirik ni, sedikit menyentuh prasaan. if I were in dat situation...hmmm, hanya mmpu berdoa,xbrani nk imagine, i'm scared2 be hurt. Ya Allah smg dtabahkan hatiku, Amin.

"Mungkinkan terputus di tengah jalan
mungkinkan terlerai tanpa ikatan
usah ragu dengan takdir

Mungkin kita kan berbeza haluan
berakhirnya cerita percintaan
segalanya ditentukan Tuhan"

apepun, as the last sentence... segalanya ketentuan Allah jua. brsyukurla walau ape pun kerana mana tau itula yg terbaik for us.

Jln2 d hujung mggu ;)

Jz come bek from lumut. hehehe, release tnsion ckit. but it was raining during my 1st day (friday) there, can't go anywhere :( supposed i'l be there till monday, but suddenly my spvsor asking me to replace her class on monday. wht 2do, heheh..kna la balik kl pulak. n 1 more thing, he'l go to jkarta. nk jmpe dia. hehehe. so promised 2 him dat i'l b bek on sunday.

2nd day (sat)~ jln2 kt jeti lumut, tp hujan renyai2 la pulak, xbley nk ambik gmbr la. xpela, kjap je then ktorg decide g teluk batik. wahh, ramai sgguh org. school holiday, 4sure rmai sgt2. jz can snap few pcs. hujan lagi la pulak. mmg xde ong btol la agaknye. las2 ktorg jz balik rmh, pas lunch jz lepak2 smpat la melelapkn mate b4 jmpe azh ptg nnt. dh jnji ngn azh 'll stay at her house at hutan melintang for my last nite there... hehe thanx azh. dh lame sgt xjmpe azh ni, sthun lebih dh rasenye. she's my bes fren during my undergrad tm, pg ke mana jesalu ber2, kalo sorg xde, mst org tanye, ct mane? or azah mane? mmg pelik org tgk if ktorg x dtg skali. but nw she almost getting married, happy for her. smg bkekalan ke akhir hayat ;)

3rd day (sun)~goin bek 2 kl by bus at 10.20am. he promised 2 fetch me, but he got smthg 2do till 3pm. so frustrated.. marah n sakit ati sgt. can't imagine dat i've to walk along the street goin to pasar seni lrt. aduhai, jauh nye, pns lg, terheret2 dgn beg baju pulak tu. sabo je la. neves jgak la bile dh smp, btol ke ni nk kna jln smp lrt, ai mmg kesian sgguh. hehehe, got cal from him then, hehehe, dia dtg.. sonoknye... xplu nek lrt dgn mngheret beg baju ni. thanx my dear ;) happy sgttt. then we go for lovely lunch at Ayuthya after pusing dr mdvalley~ jln jam xleh masuk, chillis~sshnye nk cari tpt parking, mane lg nk pg ni, then pg bukit kiara equestrian club~ alamak restaurant tgh renovate.. apela mlg je nasib time tgh lapa btol ni, then he let me to choose either victoria station or ayuthya..fnally, i decide to eat at ayuthya (1 of our fav places xtually:))

again, thanx dear for lovely sunday, x sia2 balik awl;)

Thinking of goin 2 Lumut

waduhhh, still can't decide whether 2 go 2 Lumut or not.. ikutkan hati, mmg nk sgt pg, 70% of my heart saying that i want 2 go there. huhu, njoy2 n lupekan skejap kje kt kl. jmpe kwn2 kt sane.. waa, besnye, it must be a great n wonderful time. but, there are few things dat putting me into dilemma

1. i can't go 2 my sewing class dis sat n sunday. luv to go there,, n plus i only have 1 more pattern to do. it's 'baju melayu' eh ;) many patterns were done; bj kurung, bj kurung moden, kurung pahang kebaya tradisional, kebaya moden and blouse with colar.. happy n njoy doing al dis things.

2. i want to take my parcel, it's from mummy then. i ask mummy to send me bj melayu ayh, for my next sewing class. hehe, can't find anybody dat i can take his measurements.. huhu, so, dats the only solution i have, asking mummy to post them 4 me.

3. i m waiting for my dearest. hehehe, it's my new sewing machine. she'l be my gud fren aftr dis. dat p.cik said, he'l send it by 2day or 2mrw. how i'm so xcted waitg 4 her;)

4. test 1~ aduhh, x mrking lg, mls sgt nk start, but once dh start ok je.. hehe, if pg ni, jawabnye balik karang la..haihhh,

mmm... should i go??? really want to go actually.hehehe, gedik la jugak ni. kalo x pg, boring jugak cz housemate xde, shimah went to k'lantan n 'll be bek on monday. mayb i should go, jz njoy the moment. hahaha;)

Bila ~Candy~

Entah mengapa kau tak berubah

Selalu saja kau simpan

Katakanlah yang sebenarnya

Kini ku tahu bila kau kini

Tak ingin bersamaku

Mengapa kau harus berdusta

Yang ku inginkan

Yang ku harapkan huoo..

Reff:

Bila memang berakhir, akhirilah saja

Bila memang kau pergi, lupakanlah aku

Bila memang berakhir, akhirilah semua

Lupakanlah saja aku

Kini ku tahu engkau bertahan

Agar ku tak kecewa

Mengapa kau harus berdusta

Yang ku inginkan

Yang ku harapkan huoo..

Back to Reff:

Lupakanlah saja aku

My Thesis

It's already more than 1 month i've submitted my thesis.. Dat means, more than 1 month i'm jz bz doing my own work. hahah,wht kind of works i've ya?? whtever it is, my life still bz, don't know why, still lot of things to be done..

::common question from my supervisor::

spvsor : awk buat ape skrg ct?

Me: (senyum tersipu2 kononnye) hehehe, sy berehat2 je Dr.

spvsor: hmm.. xpela ct, awk berehat la dlu. smbil tu jgn lupe baca buku tu

Me: ye Dr. sy tgh bace (dlm hati senyum sndri)

From the time i finished writing my thesis, it have been a few times he asking me that ques. hehe, guess wht? the same answers were given..

I've read few chapters from dat book , seems 'interesting'... n i'll make sure that i'll fall in love with my 'Robust Statistics'. hehehe.

Ohh, my thesis. again n again. really neves waiting for the result. hopefully evthg 'll be fine. the only things i can do is 'doa'. Smg Allah permudahkn segalanya n xde mslh2 yg timbul.

5 copies of my softbound thesis. jz hope that evthg 'll b OK b4 end of dis year. jz few days left.