kelam kabut hari isnin

pg2 nk g keje..hmmm.. neves dh. asl xleh start kete ni. aihhh. ape jadi da.. pening eh m.cik. dh la m.cik sgt buta huruf dlm alkisah kete ni. mmg tersedak2 je nk idup enjin, n tgk dh nyala pulak lampu batery.. haihh, sumthg wrong with batery.. cal kekawan tanye nape agakla dia ni.. xkn merajuk pulak.. ni sume psl dia la ni.. smp kete ni majuk dh.. alolo.. sy syg kamu ye cik kete :) jgn merajuk n buat mslh dgn tuanmu ini ya..

akhirnye pg je workshop n cek batery. batery dh rosak la pulak.. kna tkar batery..huhuhu.. sedeynye, kna tuka mksudnya kna klua duit. alahaiiiii.

hmm.. kesian shmah kna tmankn, dh la smah kna tggu sy bersiap dn lamenye, sian dia, tp nk buat cane, cik kete ade mslh pulak kn. balik um pulak, thesis slh print..aduhaiii, nape la dorg xckp awl2,, ni yg i nk marah ni. mmg geram sgt.. dhla nk tggu bnda tu siap jilid kemain lame, pastu nk kna tggu balik. sgt la geram jadinye. so decide nk tuka yg 3 copies je, slebihnye 5 copies tu nk bia gtu je. hmmm.. geram ni tau :( sgt la geram.

ptgnye ade appointment dgn Dr. kt PPUM. as usual, sy kna tggu lame, cm biasa la kn, standard kalo g hospital, kalo xkna tggu maksudnya xnormal. so, bersabar je la kn. nasib ek ade bwk buku nk bace, xla boring sgt. finally, kna pggil juagk my number. jmpe Dr. Nik, dia baik skali. hmm.. dpt result bout my blood test, i'm forgot the specific name for the test.

bcz of test tu dh +ve, then i need to do another 2 blood tests..hmmm.. i'm neves..do i really have 'penyakit'??? u know wht, while discussing with her, at the end, i jz told her... "Dr, sy rase sy sgt2 sihat, sy xde penyakit" whtever it is, kna buat jugak tests tu, i jz pray that nothing happen with me. i jz feel that i'm sooo healthy. xde penyakit punnnn. xpela, jz do the test, n see how the result.. kna bnyk bdoa pd Allah swt spy xde ape2 yg blaku. sgt risau jugak :(

happy^infinity

alhamdulillah.. everything were OK. i'm happy, 1 by 1 the significant things in my life was done succesfully. i'm soooooo happy, no word can described my happiness :) it is my super duper happy moment which imply that happy to the power of infinity (happy^infinity). can't be calculated right??? even the mathematician can't calculate dis.hahahah.. it means dat i'm really happy.. dats the only word i can say "HAPPY"

my master was succesfully done, n today my presentation was ok too. i want to smile.. keep on smiling,, i guess. i'm such a lucky person, yea.. shud be thankful. it's everything from Him. whtever it is, i still have a lot of things to do.. working on my proposal, yeahhhh.. begin my new episode in my life. insyaAllah, evthg 'll be alrite :)

hari esok yg mendebarkan

Ya Allah, esk adalah hari yg sgt mendebarkan.. aku berdoa pd Allah s.w.t, agar semuanya baik2 saja. betapa aku sangat xsabar utk mengakhiri episod yg 1 ni dlm hidupku. aku suda sgt xsabar untuk beralih ke episod yg seterusnya dlm hidupku, aku jugak sgt xsabar utk menyusun semula kehidupanku..

Ya Allah, permudahkan segalanya untukku. doa dan tawakal kepadaMu adalah pelengkap untuk segala usahaku selama ini. aku juga sgt xsabar utk meneruskan usaha & berjuang utk episode seterusnya dlm hidupku. Ya Allah, tlglah hamba Mu ini dan aku bertawakal kpd Mu.

smile 2 myself *pujuk ati sndiri :)*

jz call the person in charge, katenye dh dpt external report, Ya Allah, betapa risaunye hati ini. sgt2 berharap dat everything 'l be fine. jgn la ade masalah pulak kt mane n cpat2 la settle sumenye.

n 1 more thing, td lpas jmpe spvisor, ade bnda yg dia gtau. xtau la ape prasaan skrg ni, i've to be prepared... physically n mentally, dats wht wht he said. more on mentally i thought, it've been such a long time i jz 'berehat2' n bersenang-lenang'. jz do a smple work, n reading jornal whenever i feel to. rasa sgt berat n mls skali otak ni utk berpikir. now it's the time for me to get back...back to my normal life.. dh terlalu lama berehat2 agaknye :)

mcm bnyk pulak bnda yg kt kpala ni, dh bercampur2.

Ya Allah, berikan lah aku petunjuk dalam setiap yg aku lakukan, n permudahkanlah setiap jalan yg aku lalui. Amin.

My Thesis

It's already more than 1 month i've submitted my thesis.. Dat means, more than 1 month i'm jz bz doing my own work. hahah,wht kind of works i've ya?? whtever it is, my life still bz, don't know why, still lot of things to be done..

::common question from my supervisor::

spvsor : awk buat ape skrg ct?

Me: (senyum tersipu2 kononnye) hehehe, sy berehat2 je Dr.

spvsor: hmm.. xpela ct, awk berehat la dlu. smbil tu jgn lupe baca buku tu

Me: ye Dr. sy tgh bace (dlm hati senyum sndri)

From the time i finished writing my thesis, it have been a few times he asking me that ques. hehe, guess wht? the same answers were given..

I've read few chapters from dat book , seems 'interesting'... n i'll make sure that i'll fall in love with my 'Robust Statistics'. hehehe.

Ohh, my thesis. again n again. really neves waiting for the result. hopefully evthg 'll be fine. the only things i can do is 'doa'. Smg Allah permudahkn segalanya n xde mslh2 yg timbul.

5 copies of my softbound thesis. jz hope that evthg 'll b OK b4 end of dis year. jz few days left.